i just got back from new york yesterday.. fun trip !! i went to the statue of liberty and that shit.. and my hotel was in the middle of town square on broadway (( right next to TRL )) it awesome

todayy. .. i woke up early so i could go to the opening of hollister at 12 but figures that they changed it to like 2 lol w/e i got a bunch of stuff there and saw alotta people at the mall ; i rele need to find a job so i can make my own money.. if u kno ne where please comment ! i think i might try to be a counselor at lake park but im not sure if they get paid and thats why i wana work so..

well im guna go bkuz i think i might hafta wake up early

tiL later ;  xox

annie is really cool «33

todayy lex colleen and me went to the beach and people were suposd to meet us there (cough* tommy alex rey cough*) lol its okk tho we had fun ne ways. so we got to the beach and after like TWO minutes we all went to dipper`deL and came back and got daquiris and then my mom took us to the ritz for "lunch" even tho we already ate. s0 we go bak to alexaz` and ate pizza and then ate fries at the bowling ally.. i think i`ve had enough food for a month lol

just got home from bowlin.. alota f u n.. colleen; lex; jaimee; rey; danny; alex; jon; brendon; sean; nd tommy went  i didn`t actualLy b0wl but its all good. im glad we got evrything sorted out jaimee » i t.r.u.s.t  u now lol and lex im not a bad person.. okk ? and thanks for leavin mah stuff outside ur hizouse hahha

well im rele tired so peace out * xox

wiiSh ii knew exactLy wat tuh saii sOo ii could
be tha only one tOoh » take uur breath awaii

the best fee|inqz are thoze that have
n o - w o r d zz  tOoh descriibe themm

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[	Current Music	|	move ya bodyyy `. nina sky*	]

I just typed a huge ass entry and my gay computer got screwed up so this is guna be short.. Thursday » a bunch of us went to iL primos and they came back to my house and chilled

Today » alexa, anna, colleen and me went to the mall and then after went to reys house and hung out untill like 11:15 and then drove alexa home. Then i got in a fight with my mom and peaced outta this house to katies so aileen could take me anna and colleen to shell and get some stuff.. went bak to colleens and around 2 went back to reys ` fun night

untiL lateR ; xox

who needs guys ? because for real i dont know of one *`.honest *`. true *`. wont hurt you *`. cares about you *`. [( kinda guy )] IM SICK OF ALL OF THEM .

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yesterdayy.. colleen came over and we went out to eat at outbacks.. and do u want to kno wat she got for dinr.. a side of mashed potatoes wow.. can u say RETARD haha jk then we went to blockbuster and got ((win a date with tad hamiliton)) ((torque)) and ((you got served)) then on the way home we were just riding in the car and all of the sudden colleen turns to me and goes "yes i bite my thumb at u sir" all i can say is.. wow.. and then she looks over and goes "ohh i love those cars... cameros</font>.." and im like omg.. colleen thats a </font>mustang </font>it says it right on the back.. loserrr ! !! okk so then we turn to look at some1 in the car next to us and wave.. and they waved back after a while  but colleen was makin fun of him and sayin that he was ugly and then tryed telling me he was 30 okk he was def. 80 !!   thats a big difference and colleen- its not nice to make fun of old ppL; thats s0o mean !  newayz* colleen made me stay up until 3 and then she fell asleep ..

todayy.. me nd colleen woke up at like 1:15.. which is kinda late compared to usual nd then we went and worked out at the yMca for about 2 hrs.. i ran a mile and then did the bike thing, stairstepper, and glider thing .. yaa ! We walked to subway to eat and i bought lunch for me colleen and the guy working there..ahhaha colleen LMA0.. then we went to sports authority and walked around nd then back to colleens to swim but ppL were workin on her pavers lol.. yes i was watching them out the window ahah

wow.. im kinda b0red riiqht now.. watchin movies with mah sis; great funn n0t !  but im out tiL` later xox

bye babEs

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*i n f o r m a t i o n
name: meredith 
single or taken: single
sex: girl
birthday: march 03`1989
hometown: naples baybiie
siblings: claire
hair color: light brown-dark blonde
eye color: blue
shoe size: 8 1/2
height: 5`6

*r e l a t i o n s h i p s
who are your best friends?: jaimee, alexa, colleen, lauren, anna, heather
do you have a boyfriend?: no

*f a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop?: abercrombie//hollister//paCsun
any tattoos or piercings?: ears

*s p e c i f i c s
do you do drugs?: ...
what kind of shampoo do you use?: sheer blonde
what are you most scared of?: pry snakes
who is the last person that called you?: my sister
where do you want to get married?: the beech
how many buddies are online right now?: 43
what would you change about yourself?: alota things

*f a v o r i t e s
color: piink
food: paSta
boys names: Austin nd Jake
girls names: Brooke nd Courtney
subject in school: lunch.. lol
animals: elephant
sports: softball.. yeah !
sex position: umm...

*h a v e | y o u | e v e r
given anyone a bath?: wtf?
smoked?: smoking kills people
bungee jumped?: how bout no
made yourself throw up? no & if u do GET HELP NOW!! «hah colleen
skinny dipped?: yaa
ever been in love?: nope
made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha love that trick
pictured your crush naked?: maybe
actually seen your crush naked?: maybe
cried when someone died?: yaa
lied?: aLl the time
fallen for your best friend?: no
been rejected?: sure..
rejected someone?: yaa
used someone?: no
done something you regret?: yaa

*c u r r e n t
clothes: denim shorts and polo
music: pieces of me; ashlee simps0n
annoyance: colleen
smell: my dog
favorite group: idk
desktop picture: beech pic
in dvd player: torque
color of toenails: french

*l a s t | p e r s o n | y o u
hugged: i don't remember
IMed: josh
yelled at: my mom
kissed: hahaha

*a r e | y o u
understanding: yaa
open-minded: yaa
arrogant: no
insecure: kinda
random: yaa haha
smart: def. not
moody: noo
hard working: sometimes
organized: yaa
healthy: i try to be
shy: kinda
difficult: wtf is that ?
attractive: idk..
bored easily: yaa
messy: sometimes
obsessed: umm no

*r a n d o m
in the morning i am: sleeping
all i need is: you
love is: w/e u want it 2 be
i dream about: stuff

*o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first?: eyes
last person you slow danced with?: um pry sum 1 homecoming
worst question to ask?: whats up
makes you laugh the most?: alex or mike
makes you smile?: alota ppL

*d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: i have
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no !
wish you were younger?: no
cried because someone said something to you?: yaa

*n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: idk
of hearts i have broken: idk
of guys i've kissed: umm i definitely dont count ?!
of girls i've kissed: none
of continents i have lived in: one
of close friends: like 5
of cd's i own: t0o many to count
of scars on my body: i dont think any

*f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
do you like fillings these out?: when i'm bored
gold or silver: silver
what was the last film you saw at the movies?: the day after tomoro
what did you have for breakfast this morning?: i missed breakfast
who would you love being locked in a room with?: alota ppl lol
could you live without your computer?: no
would you color your hair?: yaa i already do
could you ever get off the computer?: sometimes
habla espanol?: poco
how many people are on your buddy list?: 200
do you drink alcohol?: um..

so.. i slept over colleens last night.. wow that was fun ! we were just sitting on the couch watchin some movie nd alL of a sudden her sister ailEen came in and started talkin to us.. she was s0o drunk lol; she kept tryin to tell us that u shuldnt drink or smoke or do drugs iif u dont feel safe and that she would rather us do it with her so that we would feel comfortable with it.. so she went to the fridge and got the wip cream nd` was tryin to make us do    || whip itS || with the can .. so we could get high for like 2 seconds.. ahha great fun*

i just got bak from the mall; it was pretty fetch ((lol i luv that word)) mE nd` colleen saw nick dufFy nd his frend j0ey nd we walked with them for a bit nd then met up with leigh and miranda.. some of colleens frends ?! i dnt rele buy ne than bkuz i forgot the four digit number thing t0 my gayy ass credit card soo that kinda sucked and once agan i owe colleen money.. i swear im alwayz owing ppl money </font>

untiL` lateR; xox meredith

wheN you ( juDGe ) someone else
it dOEsn't define who they are , it
only  *  shows  `' .. . who  you  are

 i`ve seen alota ppL doing these quiz things so i decided to try it out.. </font>

all about your sex life...
Full Name
Age
your sex personality colour is...	yellow - bright, happy, like the sun
you'll probaby fuck....	a bunch of people, male and female
your favourite sex toy is...	dildo
you will get __# std's.	only herpes, good job.
This quiz by cowboysbecamefolkheros - Taken 24177 Times. </a></font>

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thursday. ..</font>

t0day was just another reguaLar boring day; infirst block we played some kickball game but mrs. golden changed the rules so no1 new how to play and of course i had to pitch the damn ball lol; </font>second me nd lex` got out of science to go and watch jaimee do her speech through the lil window but then amanda came out of her class so we chilled for a little with her nd then we watched j0ch do his speech and he kept lookin at us through the door.. funny stuff; </font> third was boring we just watched a movie and slept; and then in</font>fourth </font>we had a huge 75 pt. test and but i think i did okk. </font></font>

After school i had a softball tournament but i came a little late so i dnt get to play but we won 13 to 3 and that means we would now be competing for 1st place on saturday, if some stupid fucking people would be there.. since four of the players cant go we have to forfeit and hope the other team doesnt have enough players either.. but o/wellz

well im just gettin home so im out till next time much luv xoxox meredith

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wow.. todayy was gay lyk always lol

I found out that i got a high three on reading FCAT and you need a 3 tO pass.. . yah well if it would have been a little lower idk wat would have happnd but o/wellz the portabLe that i was testing in had so many distruptions ok.. a group of like 10 kids walked in the middle of the test tryin to tell the teacher that this was there testing room wen the def. wernt on the fuckin list. that one kid that has the watch that turns t.v.`s on or w/e so he did that like the whole block; my teacher let us go on the break for about 30 mins. so we dnt even really have time to take the stupid ass test but i really dont kare.. watd u get colleen.. hmm a 5 and sean got a five too.. i think my test was screwed up lol either that or im rellee stupid- okkk im relle stupid

but ne*wayz spanish was okk today .. sra. wasnt in that bad of a mood as she usually is but sum1 set up these little cow people on the desk in a an "innapropriate" way and it was s0o0o funny !! ! nd then tanya nd lauren nd vinessa were tryin to take pics of it when sra. wasnt lookin.. smooth vinessa lol I had to take my test from friday too but thanks to tanya i only missed 4 !! yay ! so that was good.

and then lex`s day pry suked wen she found out that her boyfrend wasnt riding the bus today.. im not sure wat his name is but u can ask her about it... evryday theres like 2 seats open and she alwayyz has to piick the one by him and dont even deny it alexa

love with your hearT; not with your eyes

peace out pe0pLz   x3 meredith

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Then we got to alexas and we ateeeee soooo muchhhh nd then we went on the comp. and read alyssa elliots lj.. very interesting.. people need to stop accusing me of sayin that shit on her lj.. allie wat the fuck are u talkin about that i smell nd shit.. okk.. ur reel cool if i wrote that shit i def. would have left my name bkuz im not scared of u guys nd all and i rele dont kno why u all hate me so much but i guess i could rele care less</font>

But then after we went to alexas we went to annas nd walked to the beech.. that was fun standin in the water and watchin the skimboarders lol.. alexa im rele sry that they were mean to u .. for u guys who dont kno this is wat happend .. some of mah sisters frends were there and they hate alexa nd stuff so they started sayin shit and anna wanted to get them bak so she threw their shit in the bushes and of course they saw so they walk out of the water and wanted to start a fight nd started throwing sand in alexas face when annaz the one that did it. lol.. sry lex </font>

Then after that we went to iL primos nd like no 1 showed up (thnx sean tommy chris alex jon rey alyssa jessica) reell nice.. j/p i dont rele care.. sum joe kid showed up that i def. have nevr seen b4 but he was pretty cool..so we just chilled around publix nd the learning express and played with all the little kid toys lol it was greattt funn</font>

Now im at home writing this gay essay for english and i am soo tierd.. i dont think im goin to school tomoro lol </font>

iight well i wrote alot bkuz i bored but im guna go to sleep</font>

luv yaz x3 meredith</font>

if you get a chance take it_if it changes your life let it   // no demands . no expectations . no regrets</font>

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okk rey you can definitley stop sayin shit about me to ur lil friends and IMing me to blame me for writing shit on ur girlfriends journal. yu have no proof that i did that and until u do i think u should shut the fuck up. i really dont see why u people make such a big deal about people writing shit in comments.. their only doing it t0 get you mad and want to start a big thing and ur obviously giving them wat they want but w/e

can`t wait til tomoro.. early release yay! nd i think a bunch of us are goin to the beech nd then iL primos ((shuld be fun))

well im out bkuz i gotta go to best buy hah dont u all wish you could come

you cant make someone love you * all you can
do is be someone who can be loved & wait for
the perfect someone to realize your * worth it

x3

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heyy guyz «33 </font>

weLl this is mah first entry and i have no clue wat t0 say. .. just found out mah softball game was cancelled so.. happy bout that nd now i can work on my research paper that i havnt started and is due tomorow lol. </font>

im really glad that me nd jaimee are back to normal bkuz that was causing so much drama; not counting the shit i had to take from her boyfrend but its alL good now bkuz we decided to start our frendship over and act like we just met ( stupid i kno but wat can i say ) </font>

schools` gay . .. nuthan exciting ever happens not that it used to and teachers are giving out so much work and reports and i have a test like almost every day. cant wait till summer comes so i can sleep in and not worry bout ne thing. </font>

`× if you hold back feelinqs `cause your
afraid of qettinq hurt , you wind up
qettinq hurt anyways . . <3</font></font>

</font>

im NOT supposed 2love u ; iM NOt supposed 2care
im NOt supposed to live my life wishin u were there
im NOT suppOsed to wonder where u r or wat 2do
but i juss cnt helP maself`cus im in LOVE wit u! </font>

x3 peace out</font>